Royden Poke

( Royden Poke )

I'm sorry

[Private]
I think this is possibly my fault. I thought...I thought about things getting worse and now they are.

Somehow I have to think positive things. How? I must. I must.

[Warded to Bozo]
I..uh...you're okay, right?

Work No, don't talk about work. Something else. They're watching
I forgot how cold it gets
Ummm

I've found that there is a method...to toast with peanut butter and honey. Perhaps I've had too much time on my hands over the years to uhh... figure this out. So long as you can make small peanut butter up-going that sounds stupid parts, you're safe.

In more uhh... simple terms: make sure your peanut butter is always higher than your honey.

Advice on toast...What-

[Private]
It is best not to talk in places they can see. I know it is wrong to think it because it could endanger myself and others, but it is true. Public places are dangerous. People are watching.

Work seems to be going horrible uhh... well. No goblins with things they shouldn't have...

Uh...what else?

Not that uh.. any creatures or beings or anything like that have things they shouldn't. I think this might sound bad

All the same, I still have no idea what to write here have been having a perfectly good time recently.

[Private]
Royden, it's a wonder you were at all a Ravenclaw, but for your inability to talk to people. You are stupid. What are you even-

No. Stop this. This is ridiculous. Think positively. You know what happens when you think negatively about things and think bad things: They happen.

Everything will be fine. You'll be fine. The Ministry isn't going to kill you...only they might, but no...no. No. They won't. You'll be fine.

Uhh... Hello again. I still don't know what to write

[Private]
I knew they'd be trying to peek into our lives and our motivations. I knew I shouldn't have thought it. Maybe if I hadn't, they wouldn't ask strange questions formed to sound casual. My boss asks me about the Ministry, I will tell him I think it's swell. Tell no one your true feelings on the governing body. Not unless you trust them. That's the problem. Can't trust anyone.

I'm not crazy. Shut up, boy in my journal. I'm not crazy. It's not paranoia if it's true.

I...uh... I was told to get one of these things? There are people on here? I don't understand these things. It's a book...

Umm.... I don't uhh... really know what to say here.

[Private]
I hope this doesn't get so big it falls and smushes me. Oh, Merlin. No. No no no. Not that. Umm..No...it will be very small and I will be fine. Yes. Fine. No more falling books. I'm okay. Really. Okay.

Now I'm talking to myself. Rowena save me...Only not that, because she'd be a zombie. No. Nevermind. Rowena, please stay in your grave and do not come help me.